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An open letter to a friend

My good friend submitted a comment on my post entitled “God.” I thought he raised some good questions, so I decided to make my reply a post where everyone could see it — perhaps there are others with similar thoughts and questions about my post and my intentions.

Tina, are you trying to engage conversation or controversy?

I see your over all concept idea of idolatry, but prejuduces, woundings, and crusades can be idols as well.

If the Bible is not divine or our final athority (or God-breathed) do we go to YOU for your emotional empressions of what God is saying at the moment. Or are we left with the maddness of the people in the time of the Book of Judges where people did “that which was right in their own eyes?”

How do we even understand what a relationship with Jesus is like if you have denied me the divinity and authority of the Bible? That is the only source I have which tells me what he was like and what he said. “If you want to know what my father is like, look at me.”

True….we do not worship translations…but His Word is truth and is a light unto my path and living water to my soul.

True….communinion is not divine…but is a wonderful gift of grace, a remainder how much he loves me, that he was willing to accept my rebellion, pride, hurts, fear, and pride to save the person I would become.

True….the church is not final authority…but hidden within the organization it has become is the Bride of Christ he is purifying and preparing to present to his Father. I REFUSE to forsake even ONE member of her just because she seems surrounded by inempt and frustrating rules and regulations. If she needs encouragement, that is why Christ has not taken me home; not to rail but to restore.

As a member of the clergy, if my fellow ministers have wounded you or you family, I want to to be the one to assume the responsiblity of asking your forgiveness. Too long we have wounded with our demandes and regations.

Hey Dave,

First of all, I love you a lot, bro.

I see I have struck a somewhat dissonant note here for you. Thanks for giving me an opportunity to explain, clarify, etc.

I guess I tend to engender controversy. It’s not intentional. But it does happen. I don’t shy away from it most of the time, but neither do I intentionally court it because honestly, my life would be a LOT easier if this controversy didn’t happen.

You seem to be saying (and correct me if I am wrong) that I have prejudices, woundings, and at least one crusade, and my interpretation of your statement is that these are the motivation for the things I have written in this post. Am I correct? For the purposes of this reply I will assume for now that I am correct.

So, if I am honest, yes, I do have prejudices - I think we all do. Prejudices are kind of nebulous usually and hard to nail down so I’m really not sure what prejudices I may be motivated by on a daily basis. I think prejudices are based in fear of the unknown, though, and don’t think I have many unknowns when it comes to the institution.

I have been wounded by many many things in my life, not the least of which is the institution. I think it is fair enough to say that all of us either have been or will be. But this was long ago in my past - probably about 10 years ago now, and while I was very, very angry at the time and allowed my anger and bitterness to put a wedge between me and Papa, this is no longer the case. I made my peace with the institution and even embraced it, for years. Some of my best friends are clergy. I am not angry or wounded any longer by anything the institution does - if I am angry it is only for the big picture injustice of the entire system and how it feeds on people, including clergy, to sustain itself.

Dave, I guess I’d take your comments about the Bible and turn them around: How in God’s name can we say that the Bible is the final authority and not Jesus himself? We have replaced Jesus with the Bible. Is Scripture inspired? Of course it is! Is it the most inspired piece of Christian literature that exists? I would probably have to say yes to that! Is it the fourth person of the Godhead? NO! Is it even the Word that is mentioned in Scripture? No, I don’t believe so! I believe that Jesus is the Word of God. If we believe that the Word of God is actually Scripture, then when John wrote that the Word was God … well nevermind because I think we have actually adopted that belief and mindset in evangelical circles that the Bible is God. That’s a problem if you ask me. But don’t ask me, ask Jesus! I’m definitely not the person where the buck stops. Don’t look at me, look at Jesus.

And yes, His Word is truth and a light unto my path: his Word is JESUS, not a book. Even the book points us to Jesus and not to itself. But we only go to the book and then stop there, thinking that’s enough and it’s not.

Communion is a great reminder of God’s grace, I don’t think we disagree there. My beef is more with the Catholic idea that communion is the actual body and blood of Jesus, which renders it God.

In protestant churches, the Word of God must be cloistered and guarded by professional clergy, just as in the Catholic church, the Eucharist must be cloistered and guarded by professional clergy, because we have given these inanimate objects a divinity that they should not have.

And regarding the Church, which is the actual bride, she is not hidden inside the institution, David, but throughout the entire world. The institution does not envelop the bride because she must and shall go free. Are there some members of the bride who move inside those institutions? Yes. Does walking free of the institution mean one is forsaking anyone? No, it does not. If I am a part of the true Body, I cannot forsake it because I AM a member of it. If you, as a member of the Body, choose to move within the system but remain separate from it because that is what Papa has told you to do, then do it with all your might. If I, as a member of the Body, choose to go out to the wilderness with Jesus on my arm because I heard him calling me out to it, then I will do it and proclaim it with all my might.

I think there are good-hearted people who believe, mistakenly, that being “of” the system is the best way to follow God. Do I condemn those people? Of course not! The couple who runs the last institutional church we were a part of are still our friends, we just saw them the other day and had a blast hanging out. The wife is asking us to come back to the small group we were part of where we had such great friendships and dug into Truth. We kind of chuckled because if we went back to that group that met in a friend’s home, there’s no way we could keep quiet about our views on the institution. Butwe are all on a journey and none of us has the ultimate and final solution except to the extent that we have Jesus. Isn’t it interesting that when we boil away everything that truly isn’t necessary, we are left with Jesus. That’s all I was saying in the post. That was my heart that I was sharing. Thanks for giving me the opportunity once again to share it more fully.

With much sisterly affection,
Tina

Amy UNITED STATES Windows XP Internet Explorer 7.0 said,

April 4, 2008 @ 6:01 pm

Hi there friend-

I’m gonna’ have to disagree with your belief that Communion is not divine. Jesus tells me “his blood is real food and his flesh is real drink.” Yes, we could get into a scripture interpretation battle but the bottom line is this is what Jesus tells me. And like you said, I ought to look to Jesus and not to you.

Of course I love you lots and I know you love me too– even if I am idolater :-). Actually, based on the definition –one who excessively adores a person–I rather like of the idea of being thought of as an idolater, an “idolater of Jesus.” This is exactly what I am when I’m receiving Him in Holy Communion.

Your Catholic friend,
Amy S.

tina UNITED STATES Windows XP Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.13 said,

April 4, 2008 @ 6:06 pm

Hey Amy,

I know we disagree about some of these things and that’s ok, I know it doesn’t change the way we feel about each other. I guess I’m an equal opportunity offender because I seem to know how to get protestants and catholics mad at me at the same time. I know you’re not mad at me, but you know what I mean.

Your equal opportunity offender friend who loves you
Tina

David UNITED STATES Windows XP Internet Explorer 7.0 said,

April 4, 2008 @ 11:36 pm

Dearst Tina

For the benefit of your readers, our relationship goes back many years and won’t dissolve over some differing POV as far as I’m concerned. Conversation/controversy–as long as we agree to do it in the spirit of the love of Christ — is “iron sharpening sharpening iron.” Too often we’re afraid of someone questioning what we believe. The Apostle Paul said we “should ready to give an answer for the hope that lies within us.”

As to woundings, some of my own have come from other ministers, but in no greater proportion to any other vocation. I wanted to trust ministers more, and placed bigger expectations on them, some more than they could live up to. Some placed more expectations on me than I could live up to.

But woundings and scars are not necessarily bad things. They are character builders Paul talked about whereby we identify with the suffering and struggles of others. They give us tender hearts and bent knees.

Prejudice, well, certainly I faced it the second I typed on this page. It’s impossible to overcome the reader’s preconceptions of a scripture-spouting, suit clothed, hymn humming, man-of-the-cloth. Yet, the person you know, Tina, is far from that caricature, more at home in Starbucks than the average sanctuary.

Concerning The Bible as The Fourth Person of the Godhead: Who has tried to sell you that? I really thought I was up on most of the cults, but this is a new to me. In a lot of ways I think we are talking semantics about the Written vs. the Living of God. While the Living Word (Jesus Christ) lives in us (and is with the Father), we have the written word (Bible) as a standard, a yard stick if you please, to identify error. If not, Christ-followers could have long been seduced by every whacko philosophy, religion, and anti-religion over the last 2000+ years. This is where we may differ; while each believer has the Living Word inside, not all of what comes out of the believer is 100% free from the old nature. That is where the Written Word comes in.

Case In Point: The Church in Ephesus…… Between the time Paul established the church and the time Christ returns…”You have left your first love” —- SOMETIMES WE NEED MORE THAN OUR INNER VOICE AND OUR FELLOWSHIP GROUPS.

Of course Jesus is our final authority. But our whole discussion about reading the Bible makes it seem like it is a burden and we don’t need anything but divine revelation from Jesus every day when we get up. Some days I need correction, but I’m too stubborn to listen to Jesus cause I think I’m right and my wife is wrong. I need the Apostle Paul to tell me from Ephesians to put off pettiness and anger like an old garment — from the Written Word.

All in all, we’re try to split hairs….we’re trying to separate our need for the Written Word from the Living Word. We need them both for balance. The Living Word will never act contrary to what’s in the Written Word. That’s the divine paradox. He could….because He is God, but He has chosen not to.

Of course His Word is a path and a light to my feet, but only to The Living Word. I am more interested in The Living Word it takes me to and the Author who wrote it. As to “the Word of God must be cloistered and guarded by professional clergy,”….that blame lays largely at the feet of lazy believers who rely on over-head projectors for their praise songs and never open their Bibles except at church. WARNING: This is a sore subject with me. Don’t make the claim to me that Truth is guarded by a few when believers won’t attempt to feed themselves. Most come on Sunday morning to receive the “regurgitated” knowledge from the pastor/teacher, maybe take notes, retain only 10 percent of what is shared, then most won’t make another solid spiritual connection in the Written Word, a small group, or corporate gathering until the next Sunday morning. Ninety-five percent of the ministers I know would be thrilled to have their flocks actually reading the Word. Most, if they are reading at all, will be getting some form of the Word in a re-hashed, diluted form from a “devotional guide.”

And while it is true there are those church professionals who guard organized religion for the hierarchy sake, it is grossly unfair to those of us who have made it a life-long study to understand the cultural context and original language God-breathed for us. While He does not change, Unfortunately our culture and languages do and we often lose some of the most beautiful pictures of grace because things become lost in the passage of time. We are not guardians of these truths…we would give them away freely but no one wants them, without getting them by their own “divine revelation.”

Perhaps, “hidden” was a poor choice of word concerning the Bride of Christ. I believe she is much broader than the organized church, IE. the institutional church. That we agree on. In fact, I could create a lot of questions. In Rev 21:2,”John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a BRIDE adorned for her husband…” It was the Apostle Paul in 2 Cor. 11:2 who talked about presenting believers as a chaste virgin to their engaged husband. But that is a discussion for another BLOG.

This “Bride of Christ” is, in fact, members of the Body of Christ He is “jointly fitting together”, a living body. How He is doing this, I really don’t know, and I’m leaving it up to Him to sort out. Though I’m not particularly happy with how some institutional church systems seem to feed off people, but in this country the membership vote with their feet. An empty seat speaks loudly. If people are truly as upset with they way they are being mistreated as you say, why are they lining up to be on leadership boards to “do unto others?”

Jesus made it clear that our role was not to deal judgment over the real or the imitation…to pluck the tares from the wheat. He would do in the Day of Judgment.

You seem to propose a “Jesus-and-me, three’s a crowd” …. in some of your blogs. Unfortunately, like the coals of a fire, most Christ-followers I’m in touch with aren’t strong enough to survive in the Jesus-only atmosphere. They still need the regular corporate worship/teaching/fellowship. Quite frankly, my wife and I need coping with raising a struggling 16-year-old and a special-needs 20-year-old boys. We cannot provide the programs and support for ourselves that is needed apart from our corporate body.

I get really leery when ever I hear this Jesus Only pop-theology from anyone. Oh, it sounds good. It sound blissful, filled with daily revelation, all answers given from a loving Savior. Theoretically it is possibly to only rely on Jesus for all truth. But then why did He full us with the Holy Spirit?

I’ve seen this “Jesus Only” fad crop up from time to time over the last four decades in the Body of Christ in America. And it only seems to flourish in America were we have the decadence and time to be so self-absorbed. Ours is a society founded on independence and that extends to our social ties, religious (institutional) ties, personal ties, and divine ties. We declare our “rights to separate” from a church if they expect too much of us; our “rights to privacy” if a fellowship group gets to close to knowing us; our “rights of grace” to JESUS ONLY if the Scriptures expect too much, the Father demands too much, the Spirit convicts too much.

It has been my observation over almost a half century, save those isolated for the cause of Christ by prison or laboring in a remote corner of the globe, few stand strong in the “Jesus and Me” position. For most it was well-intentioned but they either fell for some cultish lie or into a lifestyle of total self-absorption.

It is interesting you said “If I choose to go out to the wilderness with Jesus on my arm because I heard him calling me out to it,…” Perhaps this is a more accurate description of a “Jesus-and-Me” experience. Here in can be a rich sense of indwelling, His presence as close as your own breath, the cool refreshing of Spirit as it washes over your soul……but not without the heat, the sand, the stripping away of all the useless chaff, and the ego which has to die before His hope is rebirthed in you.

Yes, this was a mutual experience, but not one my choosing. Jesus had me by the arm, but He pulled me along as an unwilling participant. How much better had it been my choice.

If this was your wilderness, it taught you something different than mine. I learned I am no Lone Ranger. I need the Body of Christ more than ever before. I need to share my giftings and grace and mercy in humility. For all my years on earth, and all my chronology in the body Christ, I discovered how immature and selfish I was. And I was devastated. There was nothing in me to glory, but that of Christ my Lord. And He let me live.

I went through my desert for 12 years. He showed me there was a lot of Him “with skin-on” that needed me inside and outside of the institutions I mistrusted. He has pointed be to the corporate and the non-corporate Body. At times there will be ministry in silence (which will be the hardest for me to do). As FFH sings, “I will worship in the waiting…”

In my own journey, condemnation was something that use to spring easily to my lips. A good trip to the dessert will tend to burn that out of a prophet. In the case of Isaiah, when the angel touched his lips, the second half of his writings contained a tenderness of restoration that some claim came from a changed or different man.

Thanks for allowing me along on your journey with my own. Somehow, I suspect we will never totally agree till we bow at the throne and discover how wrong we both actually.

Then it won’t matter.

With Great Brotherly Affection,
David

ben UNITED STATES Windows XP Internet Explorer 7.0 said,

May 13, 2008 @ 4:18 am

Tina, this is from Jack Gray’s blog and thought perhaps you may enjoy reading. His sight is:
http://www.thepilgrimpath.co.nz
Jack is an octogenarian from Auckland and such a precious and may I add, a true elder of the Body. We hope to be spending X-mas with him this year. He lost his partner recently and although I have never met him I feel such a kinship with him. We know how and why now! Blessings!

An Exciting Translation
In recent weeks I have again been reading and meditating on the Epistle to the Ephesians. This letter is a veritable mine of revelation which yields fresh treasure each time one comes to it with a heart open to hear what the Spirit may be saying. This time round it was a translation of chapter 4:15-16 which arrested me with a brilliant fresh illumination of the Church as God had shown it to His servant, Paul. I found it quoted by John Stott in his helpful commentary on the epistle. It is by Markus Barth, and here it is speaking of the Body of Christ:

“He (Christ) is at work fitting and joining the whole body together. He provides sustenance to it through every contact according to the needs of each single part. He enables the body to make its own growth so that it builds itself up in love.”

It is astounding to think that the practical truth of this Scripture is so little recognized in the organized churches of our day and indeed of many centuries past. To those who are honest it may have proven to be disturbing as John Stott himself confesses in these words, “The more we share Paul’s perspective, the deeper will be our discontent with the ecclesiastical status quo” Discontent there may be but, by and large, the status quo persists and is accepted. We continue to hold seminars and conferences to promote humanly devised schemes for church growth and church planting and I admit with some embarrassment that I used to eagerly attend such sessions but I do not remember this Scripture ever being quoted during discourses of the so called experts in the field.

Jesus left with His disciples no blueprint for growing the Church. Their responsibility would be to follow Him under the power and leading of the Holy Spirit and He Himself would go to work fitting and joining the body together, linking believer with believer in a living organism, and through each and every contact He would provide the sustenance needed by each individual according to his needs and so by its inherent life the body would grow.

Why don’t we trust Him to do what He says? Are we prepared to take the necessary steps of faith to let Him prove to us that it is true?

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